Web of a Spider

darkness has come again to the land.. outdoors the air has a sweet aroma, within a hint of calmness.. a clarity i welcome.. another day has passed without much mind turmoil.. 5th of march is coming though.. i wish the day long past.. a wedding anniversary.. would be 3rd in many that i wanted to experience within love with him.. his abuse i could not tolerable.. his private life mattered more to him. his family knew not of me. he made me his caged animal within boundaries of his liking. i lived in "our" house separate of him until he had time to share.. he was my spider. he free of me while he gloated on his pedestal of unworthyness to his family.. he haunted my soul of dignity and truth - until i left..